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Richard graduated today!

I took the day off to go to his convocation, it was a great ceremony! And we got some really nice photos too, which makes me happy!

Also

My brother is one of those douchebags who writes a status then likes it right away.

I am thinking of not following him on Facebook anymore, every new status I see him post makes me crazy.

HE MAKES ME SO FUCKING CRAZY. Then again, so do my parents right now. Got into it again with Dad on the phone. All I feel like doing is crying.

Alright enough pointless early morning vent sessions. Gotta go shower and get dressed for work now.

Working an Evening Shift

has right fucked me up. It’s 12:38 am and I’m all DOO-DE-DOOOO wide awake.

I have to be at work again in 8 hours. I just can’t sleep. It’s because I got to sleep in this morning.

It’s the Sunday of a long weekend…

…I wanna do something tonight, don’t have to work tomorrow!

i wish people knew the true consequences of their actions

This weekend

has been shitty, and annoying.

I’m glad it’s over, I’m glad I have to work tomorrow. The distraction from my current mood is welcomed.

When are you going to learn?

When are you going to learn that this action, letting that dipshit of a son of yours/brother of mine move in again, never leads to any good consequences? How many times are you going to allow yourselves to be emotionally abused, and robbed, before you realize that enough actually is enough?

“Well, it’s pretty hard, isn’t it?”

YES IT’S HARD BUT YOU HAVE TO DRAW A LINE SOMEWHERE!

It’s the most frustrating thing in the world to do everything you can to protect your parents’ feelings, and they don’t listen, and get hurt again. I feel like I am totally helpless every time this shit happens.

All he does is cause turmoil and long-lasting damage.

I HATE HIM. I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM. He is going to end up putting both of my parents into early graves due to the stress and heartbreak that happens over and over.

I called my mother to wish her a happy Mother’s day and this is the news they throw at me instead.

FUCKKKKK.

Time to get ready for work.

Another evening…just did one Saturday. These are too close together, but whatever. I will live.

Tonight there is a workshop for families about Having Meaningful Visits with Alzheimer’s-inflicted loved ones. I am looking forward to hearing it, so it will be a good night, hopefully.

And on a side, and entirely unrelated note..

I weigh today, the lightest I have ever weighed as a teenager or adult, at 171lbs.

This makes me happy :)

Working 12 - 8 today

On a Saturday…ugh. And all because of Easter, and an evening Saturday mass.

Sometimes it sucks working for a catholic organization.

Being Adopted

mybiggestregretever:

My biggest regret ever is being adopted.  It has literally ruined my life.  I so wish I was living someone else’s life.

[Female, 15] 

Being adopted is the best thing that could have ever happened to me, I went from haivng a mother who couldn’t take of me to the most wonderful parents in the world that have been supportive and amazing all the way through. Also, you can’t regret something that you have no control over.

I am so stressed out.

I think I might actually throw up from the stress.